Friday, March 31, 2006

I miss you(ver.2)

It's only been days
Since I last saw your face
But I'm starting to miss you
I really do

I miss the days when we were together
The times we've spent with each other
I miss the joys and the laughter
I wish it could've lasted longer

But now I don't know if I'll ever see you again
Or this will be the end
I don't know if you'll still remember me
Or I'll only be a lost memory

But even though we're miles apart
You'll still be in my heart
I really miss you
I hope you feel the same way too

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Just want to say

sorry if I did something bad
sorry if I ever made you sad
sorry if I did something wrong
sorry if I made you wait for too long

sorry if I made you wait on the phone
sorry if I ever if i left you alone
sorry if I made you cry
sorry if I ever left without saying goodbye

sorry if I hurt you
even though I never meant to
I'm sorry that I never said I love you
even when I had the chance to

Monday, March 27, 2006

Nawala

kahapon ay nagulat
nung sinabi mong kailangan nang tapusin ang lahat
ang buhay kong puno ng kulay
bigla nalang nawalan ng saysay

'di ko maintindihan
kung bakit biglang lumisan
ganun lang ba talaga kadaling makalimutan
ang lahat ng ating pinagdaanan

Masakit isipin na wala ka na
kailangan ko nang matutong mag-isa
wala na ba talagang magagawa
para bumalik ka pa?

Hindi para sa madaling mandiri

Para hindi puro serious eto


Minsan sa buhay parang ang bigat ng iyong nararamdaman
Minsan parang ang sakit ng iyong tiyan
Na parang may nagpupumilit makawala
Sa loob ng isang hawla

Ilabas mo na kasi
Baka lalo pang humapdi
Itae mo na yan
Tiyak mawawala ang iyong nararamdaman

Friday, March 24, 2006

ASA

Nagsisi at ngayon lang nakita
Na ako sayo'y walang halaga
Na hindi mo man lang pinahalagahan
Ang aking nararamdaman

Sana noon pa ma'y nakita na
Na sayo'y wala akong pag-asa
Para hindi na umasa pa
At naghintay sa wala

Sana ngayon masaya ka na
Na pinagmukha mo kong tanga
Sana sa paggising mo maramdaman mo
Ang sakit na ibinigay mo

Ngayong alam ko na
Tanging magagawa'y ang kalimutan ka
Sana sa aking paglisan
Ang iyong alaala'y aking maiwan

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

AwayBati

Martyr Nyebera

Kinokompleto mo ang araw ko
sa tuwing inaaway mo
paggising sa umaga
mukha mo ang nakita
wala pang nagawa nakasimangot na
at pagsapit ng gabi tampo lalong lumalaki
ang gusto ko lambingan
ngunit may unan na namamagitan

Ang almusal ay sigawan
Ang Hapunan natin ay tampuhan
Ang Mirienda pagdududa
Pero mahal kitawala ng hahanapin pang iba
handa kong magtiis
kahit naaway,away,away na to...

Nahuli lang ng ilang minuto
Di na kinibo
Natrapik lang sa kanto
Di naman gwapo
naisip mo agad nan chiks ako
simple lang naman ang pinagmulan
pinahaba ang usapan
di naman kailanganma
habang away na naman

Ang almusal ay sigawan
Ang Hapunan natin ay tampuhan
Ang Mirienda pagdududa
Pero mahal kitawala ng hahanapin pang iba
handa kong magtiis
kahit naaway,away,away na to...

Bigla

Director's Cut

Pagmulat ng mata agad kong naalala
Kagabe sinabi mo ayaw mo na
May mali ka bang nakita may mali bang nagawa
Bigla na lang naisip mo ayaw mo na

Lahat ng gusto mo tamang sunod ako
Nagtataka bakit biglang ayaw mo na
Binigla mo ng lubusan nang ako'y iyong iwanan
Isang iglap naisip mong ayaw mo na

Lumingon sandali lang
Bago mo tuluyang iwan
Nais kong..
Sumigaw..
Palabas..
At sasabihin sa iyo ang lahat
Tumakbo..
Palayo..
At iiwanan ang alaala mo

Nanginginig nalulungkot
Nahihibang at tulala
Pagod na yata ang ngiti
nauubos din ang tuwa
Nagiisa umiiyak
Nahihirapang huminga
Pagod na yata ang ngiti
nauubos din ang tuwa
Nanginginig nalulungkot

Lumingon sandali lang
Bago mo tuluyang iwan
Nais kong..
Sumigaw..
Palabas..
At sasabihin sa iyo ang lahat
Tumakbo..
Palayo..
At iiwanan ang alaala mo

At kung hindi na babalik
Sana sa paggising ay wala na ang nadaramang sakit
At kung hindi na babalik
Ipipilit sa sarili na hindi ako nagkamali

Sumigaw..
Palabas..
At sasabihin sa iyo ang lahat
Tumakbo..
Palayo..
At iiwanan ang alaala mo

Monday, March 20, 2006

Now

Now that you're gone
Would it make any difference if I say I miss you?
Now that you've left me
Would it make any difference if I say I love you?

Now I'm left with nothing but regret
Nothing to do and nowhere to go
I was blind and I did not see
How important you are to me

Now that you're gone
I have to live alone and on my own
Now that you're gone
I don't know what else to do

I keep telling myself that I'll be fine
That I can take care of myself
But the truth is I really miss you
And I need you here by my side

If I had told you sooner, things would've been different
But there's nothing I can do
Past is past
I just have to start again from now

It's okay

It's been awhile
Since I last saw you smile
A long time since I last saw you happy
Now you're always sad and gloomy

I wonder where your happy thoughts have gone
Thinking why your heart turned into stone
Wondering what made you feel bad
Thinking why you're always sad

If I could only help you heal
The pain that you constantly feel
If I could only take away
The things that make you cry everyday

But all I can do is to be with you
To be with you until you get through
All I can do is say
"Dont worry, it's gonna be okay"

Monday, March 13, 2006

Kailan pa

Para sa mga mahiyain
(ex. Ako)
Naging inspirasyon ang kanta ng Parokya ni Edgar sa paggawa nito

Kailan pa kaya magagawa?
Na masabi sayo ang nadarama
Kailan mo kaya mamamalayan?
Na ako sayo'y tinamaan

Kapag nakikita ka
Nakadarama ng kakaibang saya
Araw-araw ay hinahanap ka
Ngunit 'pag katabi na ay tumatahimik na

Laging hinihiling
Na sana ika'y makapiling
Ngunit wala namang magawa
Para magkatotoo na

Minsan nung tayong dalawa lang ang magkasama
Naisip kong ito na ang tsansa
Ngunit nung ika'y hinarap ko na
Biglang napipi at di makapagsalita

Sinayang lang ang pagkakataon
Tinangay na ng mga alon
Sana'y noon pa man nasabi na
Para wala nang problema

Kailan pa kaya maipapakita sayo?
Ang nilalaman ng puso ko
Kailan pa kaya sinta?
Sana'y malapit na

Masaya

Para to sa mga malulungkot na tao
(ex. Apol Gamboa)

Kung napapagod ka na sa iyong buhay
At pakiramdam mo wala na itong saysay
Ipikit mo lang ang mga mata
At kalimutan muna ang problema

Isipin ang mga pinagdaanan kasama ang pamilya
Isipin ang mga taong sayo'y nagbigay saya
Isipin din ang mga taong sayo'y nagmalasakit
Nung ika'y nakararamdam ng hinanakit

Ganyan talaga ang buhay
Minsan masaya minsan walang kulay
Pero sana makita mo na andito lang ako sa iyong tabi
Para sayo'y magpangiti

Ayra's Request

Para to kay ayra kasi nirequest nya saken sana mabasa nya.

Lagi ko syang kasa-kasama
Isa sa aking kabarkada
Lagi akong tinutulungan
Kahit kailan di nang-iwan

Kasama ko sa asaran at biruan
Kasama din sa aking kalungkutan
Nandyan 'pag ako'y nalulumbay
Nilagyan ang mundo ko ng kulay

'Pag nakikita sya
Biglang sumisigla
Hindi ko maipagkakaila
Na masaya ako 'pag kasama sya

Pero ngayon malapit nang matapos ang aming pagsasama
Nais ko lang na malaman nya
Na hinding-hindi ko sya makakalimutan
Lalo na ang kanyang pangalan

Ayra Michelle G. Santiago
Sana ay malaman mo
Na isa ka sa mga tao
Na nagpasaya sa buhay ko

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Sana

Walang nakakaramdam sakin
Hindi nila napapansin
Sinasadya ba nilang maging manhid
O talagang hindi lang nila mabatid

Ang hirap na aking nararamdaman
Sa tuwing ako'y kanilang nasasaktan
Kailangan daw ganito at ganyan
Hindi naman ako si Superman na kayang gawin lahat ng iyan

Alam kong mahal nila ako
Pero minsan para silang bato
na walang kamalay-malay
Sa pinagdadaanan ko sa aking buhay

Sana naman kanilang maintindihan
Ang nadarama ng aking puso't isipan
Para mawala ang aking problema
Para naman ako'y maging masaya

Up there

You took away all my fears
You kept me from bursting into tears
Always around to make me happy
You made me to more than I could ever be

But then you left without saying goodbye
I didn't know what to do so I just sat down and cry
The pain was more than I have ever thought
Into bitter memories of you was my heart caught

Maybe someday I'll see you again
I don't know how I don't know when
But I will do what I can
To be with you up there in heaven

Friday, March 03, 2006

Quotes

Since ala pa kong maisip na ilagay eto muna

'The scariest thing, the most painful thing is... to be hated by someone you truly love.'


'I think I'd like to do something nice for somebody. I think it's good when you smile at somebody and they smile in return. Voluntary love encourages people to create a sense of friendliness. Love that is unconditional gives us respect as people. However, it's wrong to force love to try to keep it alive. If the strain goes on, eventually it will bloom into the flower called lie, the deceptively thorny flower that hurts people.'


'If you only face forward, there is something you will miss seeing. It is a virtue to devote oneself to something, firmly believing in one's own ideals. But that does not mean it's all right to belittle the ideals or feelings of others. If you lead such a busy life, and you don't realize how your parents feel, it's only self-satisfaction. It's all right to stop every now and again if you want a moment's rest, if you want to feel what other people feel.'


'There's something you can't give up. There's something you want to protect. There's a time you must take a stand, no matter what kind of pain awaits us.'


'Over-sensitivity should be attributed to self-pity alone. There are people that truly feel for others whole-heartedly and are attune in such a manner; and I admire that very much in them. Don't stop. There is no "too much" here. I'm glad that love hurts, because for it to hurt, you would have to be sensitive to pain, and the meaning of compassion is as follows: "Deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it.'


'Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.'


'If someone can cause those scars..there is sure to be someone who can heal them.'


'The only dependable thing about the future is uncertainty.'


'When you feel someone's more important thanyourself, it may be love.'


'As long as you don't get your hopes up, you can take anything...You feel less pain.'


'The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're alive.'


'Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust.'


'People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.'


'Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.'